HAMSTER WHEEL

'we will' is a team expression as i think this morning of the 'wheels'that we all share i started with a little some might call decluttering yet on must realise ones clutter is either an idea a building block a weed that that if recontextualised become a flowering once more stranger on he shore such a lovely piece of misic and an image makes me think of Jesus there he is forgiving Peter and cooking him some fish and Judas in a potter's field no clay is wasted tender remodelling begins just as seeming betrayal with a very necessary kiss as i 'declutter' mutter chunner thinking every girls a stunner God doesn't make no one who isn't worth their salt inside each beating heart both a sinner and a winner yet the important truth is when people see the earth as dirt not life giving soil they are bound like Alfie to ask themselves 'whats it all about?' 'everything happens for a reason the 'hamster wheel' we're on is meant to be if a caterpillar doesn't struggle push n pull it never gets to fly so as i make my morning micromovement i gather bags of life 'for life' just needs the pieces placed where they function best and that's not as 'waste' dumped out at sea and so it comes to pass to some new useage i turn gloves into Christmas decorations to inspire gloves are also needed by the homeless warm wraps delivered to their 'spots' in town gloves not all we need need must believe in something greater than ourselves want to be a superstar well there you are you are a precious soul in need of food encouraement and sometimes shelter i will be off to the gymn as others too i am told at half past seven someone told me it gets very very busy executives pre hamster wheel of business climb first upon the hamster wheel of their own wellbeing the real wealth so wish me well but pray that i too shall serve others as i still trust hope believe at Goulds at Bluemoon and therefor Heswall on the Hill that lady wisdom part of God's decision proverbially wants us to enjoy the team word encouragement not of i'll but we'll never ever ever give up on all the bits n pieces keep on 'getting there' even when it feels you are stagnant past your sell by date for here's the thing truth is you are God's clay wisdoms baby a tree well rooted in the UpWords of love's will there is no 'higher self' thats jus 'self worship' 'because you're worth it yes we are as contributors individual pieces part of a most beautiful vision namely 'LIFE' herself for a while yes the floor and surfaces around me as i look may momentarily confuse me but its all life giving stuff and i must get it flowing for the talents can't be buried even Judas Iscariot clay reformed is significant and precious we are liken unto him resurrection comes when seed are planted for in the garden there's a harvest but you might need to lose your life as what you once were for an author sees and thinks mmm i feel they can play a fresh part recontextualised not as judge n jury but a nannie mcphee a mary pankhurst whose statue ought to stay where she stand and made on stone still stands but doesn't stand so still no listen in as Robin Williams once invited in the Dead Poets Society 'carpe deum' so off i go to the concourse shall i swim or gymn perhaps both shall i be fish or rodent wheel of fortune? no there is no 'Secret' if one has 'enough' there really is no greater 'wealth' people change the world it changes quickly also pray for the 'me' 'i like who i am learning to be' and from an old alpha course 'God loves me just the way i am but(she-perhaps)won't leave me this way as the Welsh say 'there's tidy!'