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determined today to exercise have artist date look at the positive essay of artist way deliver disc and painting and do what i can to enjoy freedom and self growth and hopefilled ness amen I have just decided to cycle to brookdale and to dane cottage

a blurt or moan this site no longer makes it possible to get back to the draft so can loose when trying to get back to same for some reason beyond me

oh well blurt over day and goals and positiveness and tea and dishes to wash looking forward dee have just requested a print and i want to make other prints for dee alos the one they want is the editioned caldy church i think

ok

the thing is to meet with this appointment perhaps i need julia and the word for today
although there is stream of consciousness and though there is stocking the pond there are letters to friends and there are playingness of sark and there is letting good affirmative words and thought shape me amen

goals for today letters one to snoozy and one to john layton
whilst i have the account to do that is not first but will be soon amen
to do izzy pop story assignment at blue spotty tea pot can even sednthe asgnment of ffrom there on this very netbook amen

to stop a minute and refelct i have had an artist date this week and infact two i painted a beutiful garden and it is here

i look and realise i am now jim christ's heart first and must let this become really real and pray for the love of my author the love that gave me sendak searle franck lklee chagall and my own scibbleability amen


my eyes enjoyed all kinds of possibilities jimmy rae playing in the sheltered canopy and perhaps me playing harmonica from the shed where i will draw this is a possibility mmm.


Joni write s
All I Want

by Joni Mitchell  

I am on a lonely road and I am traveling
Traveling, traveling, traveling
Looking for something, what can it be
Oh I hate you some, I hate you some, I love you some
Oh I love you when I forget about me

I want to be strong I want to laugh along
I want to belong to the living 
Alive, alive, I want to get up and jive
I want to wreck my stockings in some juke box dive
Do you want - do you want - do you want to dance with me baby
Do you want to take a chance
On maybe finding some sweet romance with me baby
Well, come on

All I really really want our love to do
Is to bring out the best in me and in you too
All I really really want our love to do
Is to bring out the best in me and in you
I want to talk to you, I want to shampoo you
I want to renew you again and again
Applause, applause - Life is our cause
When I think of your kisses my mind see-saws
Do you see - do you see - do you see how you hurt me baby
So I hurt you too
Then we both get so blue.

I am on a lonely road and I am traveling
Looking for the key to set me free
Oh the jealousy, the greed is the unraveling
It's the unraveling
And it undoes all the joy that could be
I want to have fun, I want to shine like the sun
I want to be the one that you want to see
I want to knit you a sweater
Want to write you a love letter
I want to make you feel better
I want to make you feel free
I want to make you feel free


© 1970; Joni Mitchell
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