yes you particularly
friend who gives
nothing worse than to feel that someone wants something
that you cannot supply though you try to give it so that
you may be loved i return to see whether the julia cameron chapter
is flawed or even untrue
i just noticed the design flaw that makes me find i am suddenly typing inside
the area i had completed re-furrowing the ploughed field of my
it was that if i rest the heel of my hand on the centre of the laptop
or the notebook then i reorientate the placing of the text
as the capital I cursor as opposed to the beating heart
vertical line cursor slides ready to be placed elsewhere
yet unsure how it does the click on the left to select
to become the heart oh well nay mind lad
I was about to get julia's essay on poisonous relationships
<< 2 Corinthians 2:14 >>
New International Version (©1984)
'But thanks be to God, who always leads
us in triumphal procession in Christ and through
us spreads everywhere the fragrance of the knowledge of him.'
this is to be read aloud say my healer prayer friends in church R and K amen
yes here she writes of 'self attacks ' and of 'crazy makers'
mmm of a sense of identity and of going sane mmm
'who am i kidding?' is groundless
toxic playmates can capsize your creative growth
do not expect blcked friends to applaud your creative recovery
oh how i like ed then who questions but continuously clicks on the like button who instinctively supports and enables and thanks be to george who cares and who walks who listens and enables includes nurtures and alpha courses the world around him and to sandra who keeps on dancing and who turns to the music of god and to John who is kindly and hopeful in Christ i am to forgive but change company as i realise this is wasting my life wet balanket rather than funky monkey-ing me amen
Blocked creatives are easily manipulated by guilt and Lord i do not want to drive that road
lord encourage them and heal them but set my spirit free in christ of all sedatives of all anaesthesia unless an operation is taking place thank you for david hockney who is an aesthetist the yang to to ying of the rem the wonderful dream that is unfolding into a reality from within a safe nurturing space that is optimisitc rather than 'dark' and lost in hurts unforgiven and self criticisms that cripple the soul remove this weight from them and let them not drag others down who wish to coach forward rather then dig up the past in neurotic digging questions of psycho babble neurotic encirclement.amen
thank you for the productive example of hockney who is reflective productive and continuous and hopeful and sees an ever growing series of immense possibilities and who i feel has come to the hollow left by a supportive yorkshire friend to fuel and to fruit the planting of an encourgeing friend just as i seek to do with my two arts three if i think of my dad james arthur yet he could be wet blanket i will forgive and see his tinkering that allows me to think on those two arcades of wartime entrepreneurial spirit asste based thinking what have i got i ma not using he turnined teapots into biscuit barrels funny man and echoed the comics he saw in playful blackpool a well lit hope in a dark war
One's own healing is the greatest message of hope for others amen
'the reward of attention is always healing'
walk and write about what you see amen
it is all about attention write about attention
attention to the suchness as the detail amen
the overallness of change that can go unnoticed by the momentary location
what ahs been discovered that we can be caught by God unawares we have to keep moving i will take different walk and i will take it now after porridge and trust that i am moving forward
An Excerpt from The Artist's Way: A Spiritual Path to Higher Creativity by Julia Cameron
Julia Cameron presents exercises and advice that will keep you active and fit on the royal road to creativity. Here are her tips on things to keep in mind while you engage your imagination.
"RULES OF THE ROAD
In order to be an artist, I must:
1. Show up at every page. Use the page to rest, to dream, to try.
2. Fill the well by caring for my artist.
3. Set small and gentle goals and meet them.
4. Pray for guidance, courage, and humility.
5. Remember that it is far harder and more painful to be a blocked artist than it is to do the work.
6. Be alert, always, for the presence of the Great Creator leading and helping my artist.
7. Choose companions who encourage me to do the work, not just talk about doing the work or why I am not doing the work.
8. Remember that the Great Creator loves creativity.
9. Remember that it is my job to do the work, not judge the work.
10. Place this sign in my workplace: Great Creator, I will take care of the quantity. You take care of the quality."